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Finallyyy wa9alt. I went inside the hospital not knowing where to go.. "Lw sm7ti" I said to the receptionist "Ewa tfa6'li" She replied "Moumkn a3rf Ghada Alxx jalsa f ay '3ourfa?" I said "T3rfenha?" "Eee 5alti please ay '3ourfa wainha?" I said crying  I didn't take acting classes 3l fa6'i 97;)? "7abibti hadi,  second floor room 45" She said I saw Saud hugging his 13 year old sister. Both of them were crying y7aznoun.. Sara_:Saud 3adi tji 3nd el elevator? I texted him. I was standing next to the elevator waiting for him. Suddenly I felt someone grabbing my wrist strongly!! "Enti wsh jabk?" Saud mouthed "Hw Saud shway shway bsmellah" I said in a cry tone, 9dg mara y3awr!! "Asf" He said with a sigh. Tears started falling from his eyes, he tried wiping them, too late I already saw them. Saud's P.O.V: She wiped my tears with her tiny hands. I like her ...

Saud and I got really close he's like my best friend, brother and father.. Nafsyti mara zfft. Finals are in a week Allah yster. My phone is rining "Aloo"I said "Hala" Saud said Sara:"N3m Saud wsh tb'3a" "kl ha4a 3ashan finals?" He said laughing Sara:"Kl zg wallah al3a6'eem mou gadra afham uff 5la9 mou gadra at7amal akthar mn ke4a karf!" Saud:"6yb enti al7een esh a93ab mada 3ndk?" Sara:"Physics" Saud:"6yb wsh rayk ashra7lk?" "Ygalk btfahmni?" I said laughing "Lesh 6ay7 mn 3aink?" He laughed "Agool bs ent edrs w malk d5l feni ya teacher 3a6yat (my physics teacher)" I said laughing Saud:"Bkaifk" Dala3.. "Akeed bkaifi y3ni bkaifk ent?" I laughed Saud sighed. Something is wrong and I just made it worse like always.. akrahniii!!!! "Saud wsh feek" I asked "Mafi shay yalla aklmk b3dain" Saud said. "La Saud!! al7een tgouli esh fee...

I Know it's short bs esh asawi I'm sorry at least fe chapter 97?;) Enjoy<3 Haya:"Mamlou7 mashallah" Sara:"Ma a7s" He's ok mou Mara 7lo y3ni 3adi his hair tho.. Perfect mashallah Shaden:"Haya wain sawagk?" Haya:"Mawjoud yalla nenzl" _saudal...:Tarak wa3adteni 3l macaroons la tnseen;) Sara_:Ma nseet;p Haya:"Excuse me" "Yes ma'm what do you need?"the waiter said with he's thick Pilipino accent  Haya:"The check please" Sara:"6yb 5leena na54 macaroons" Haya:"Witch flavor tb'3een?" Sara:"Dark chocolate" The waiter came back with a small box full of macaroons  We got up. Saud was still standing at the same spot I passed by him and gave him the box bdoun ma a7ad y7s y3ni nobody saw me 7amdellah. _saudal...:trani knt astahbl ma kan lh da3i Sara_:m7d galk "tstahbl" m3ay;p bl3afya Gara bs ma rad  Anoud's P.O.V: I called my driver to pick me up  I came Back ...

I took the card and came back to my room to change my clothes "Yalla 3abdelwahab rou7 centeria" I said to my driver  Anoud's P.O.V: Felwa:"Anouda shabki elwires 3ashan tnfaraj movie w Ana bajeeb popcorn" Juju:"Fe ha4ak elcupcake 7g 5alti mneera?" Felwa:"Ee fe bs da5li elmix 7g elcupcake bl' oven" Juju went out running majnouna 4el bnt loool Felwa and I laughed  While I was attaching the wires I heard someone coming inside the moul7ag "Felwa please sa3deni! Ma 3araft ashabka ufff" I said turning to Felwa  AZIZ actually!! He came closer  Bsmellah He passed by me Ohh well he's gonna fix the wires.. "W 5ala9na Awamr thanya Anouda?" Aziz said smiling  I love it when he calls me Anouda "Thank you" I said blushing  Aziz:"6yb eshtagna"  I was looking at the floor the whole time Well you guys may not know this but Aziz and I are umm.. Together?  I'm still not used to this, he makes me blush every sin...

Anoud's P.O.V: Oh yay raja3t Sara elly a3rfha.. I don't know how I even considered her changing back. Back to my P.O.V: Marra gharatni 5air enshallah tetlagaf fe jawali!! 9dg ma tn3a6a wajh. _Saudal...:Brd wla?  Sara_:La _saudal...:Esh ga3da tsaween? Sara_:3l beach asawi tan wdk tji? _saudal...:Ee wallah wdi  It's my first time taking to a guy as a friend w ke4a so I was texting him k2anah 9a7bti.. Jlsna nsolf ta8reebn 2 hours houwa ys2l w Ana ajawb ta78ee8 lol. Sara_:Good night  _saudal..:Good night<3  I woke up the next day not knowing what to do or where to go mousta7eel arou7 m3 Anoud b3d elli 9ar ams no way. "Moumkn ad5l" Anoud said  "Esh tb'3ain?!" I said   Anoud:"Zain shakli? Sha3ri kways my makeup mou too much 97? 6yb my heels ynasb? A'3ayra?" She was talking way too fast and her voice was shaky Allah Allah kl ha4a 3ashan Azouziii.. "Ee zain" I said looking back at my phone  I know i'm being a little mean bs tst...

Sara:"I can tell you e4a fe shay bs I'm fine mafeni Ella al3afya dala3 bs" I laughed. Anoud:"Ya dala3 enta" she winked  "Shfti 9rt dalou3a" I said laughing.   Anoud's P.O.V: Omg sara is acting sooo weird right now! In a good way I mean. She suddenly exploded with tears, poor thing I bet she had a lot in mind and nobody to talk to and that Nouf ehh I hate her!! The day Sara became friends with her she changed soo much! And now I mean it in a bad way. I really forgot how is it like to have a sister again! And not only a sister but a twin!   Sara: "dgeega baroo7 el7amam"  She lift her phone on the table and went. It's screen started flashing but didn't make any sound because it was on silent, so I took it. Of coarse she had a password, but I can still see the massages and stuff without opening it.  2 new followers on twitter Abeeral...... Left a comment on your photo 8 kik message from nouffal.... And 3 from _saudal..... Omg omg omg ...

Chapter 7 Guys please e4a you liked the chapter comment a7s eno mafi a7ad ygra my blog Ela bntain aw thalatha This chapter is dedicated To @_Reema55 I love you<3 Enjoy! I tried moving but I couldn't, I started crying in a really loud voice. "Ya 7aywan ba3d 3anaha!"a man shouted. Ma gadart at7arak mn makani mara knt 5ayfa!! "Ha4a el8a4er sawalk shay?!" Lafeet Omg!! Guuueeeesssss whhhooooo?????????!!!!!!!!!!! SAUD!! Sara:"L-l-l-a ma sawa shay" Saud:"Ana shayfk mn gabl?" SHIT!! "Ymkn mshabh"I said nervously "La la mou mshabh! enti elli da5alt 3aleek fe 7amam elmoul7ag" He said gigiling Fsheeeeela yaleet alar6' tnshag w tbla3ni. My face was as red as a tomato. Saud:"Umm.. esh esmk?" "Sara al...." I said faking a smile Saud:"Weln3m" Sara:"Allah yn3m b7alk" It was cold outside I was shaking Saud:"Shaklk bardana 5alena nd5l...

I'm so sorry i know mara 6awalt bas wallah I was bussy with school and stuff..Enjoy<3 Sara:"3ade t36eene dress mn 3endk?" Anoud:"Dgeega dgeega! Sara al..... tb3'a dress?!! bwahahaaaaaa" Sara:"Uffff Anoud 7ata363ne aw arou7?" Anoud:"Ok ok hady" she said still laughing. She gave me a black short dress I arived to the party..ugh Nouf came up to me Nouf:"Allah allah bnt al.... labsa fsatan?!bas lesh mou 7a6a makeup? Sara:"Haha, esh makeup?!! kways eni labsa dress.." Nouf:"Please Sara ana 7a76lek simple makeup wallah" Sara:"Ok ok bas la tkathreen!" We went to her room and she started painting my face with makeup. Nouf:"W 5la9na" She gave me a small mirror so I could see myself I looked okay.. Nouf:"Sara you look beautiful" Sara:"I look fine mou 4ak alzod" Nouf:"Walla yjanen shaklk, yalla nnzel bado yjoon alnas" We went downstairs Nouf went...

Hi guys I'm VERY VERY sorry that I didn't post for a long time:(! Hope you enjoy this chapter! Love you!. Please comment your thoughts or ask me on http://ask.fm/masheal_blogger ! Sara's P.O.V: Nouf:"iffff ma ba3'at troo7 mswyaa tmoon 3aleena! A9ln enty keef ta3rfeenha?!" Sara:"Kanat 9a7ibty bmadrasty elgdeema..." Nouf:"Elzebda tara Bandar (Nouf's brother) 3nda party on friday pleeeeeeeeeeease ta3alyyyyyy" Sara:"Haw kayf by3zem, ahlik ma 7aygouloun shay??!" Nouf:"La ya '3abya mama w baba msafreen" Sara:"La la ma7a aroo7 t3rfeen a5er mara esh 9ar..." *flash back* Summer 2012 My phone rang Sara:"Ahlan" Nouf:"Wainkk yalllaaa ta3aallyyyy!!!" Sara:" A39abek, Nouf maly 5elg ajy" Nouf:"La Sara please la t9eereen sa5eefa! Ta3aly e4a mou 3ashane 3ashan Bandar it's his Birthday" Sara:"Ufffff 5ala9 okay 10 munites w 7aje" Nouf:"...

   I woke up with dried tears. After three weeks... I invited Nouf to my house, we watched "We're The Millers" It was HALAIRIOUS.  After that we got bored so Nouf suggested we go to Pizza Roma. We called to check if there was an empty table, but as always they said no, it's all reserved! And there would be an empty table for two about an hour later, which would be at 10:30pm , we reserved it.  When it was finally 10:15 labsna 3abayatna w rakabna alsayara. We got out early because there was alot of traffic. lamma wa9alna, kan MARRRRRAAA za7ma 3ashana weekend, we asked for our table then we sat. I ordered mushroom soup and Nouf ordered chicken soup for starter, Then we ordered mix pasta and pizza , oh I just looooooovvvveeee their pizza! When our soup came, kanat fee wa7da tshoofny min awal ma da5alna elma63am eleen al7een, bs ana ma rakazt meen hee, ya3nii fahamtoo lmma t3rfoon enna fee a7ad yshoofkom bss ma tb3'oon tlfoon? Ee ana knt ki4a, but ...

Anoud:"Umm okay.. ween el play-room?" I looked at Anoud and she was shocked too. The women: "ta7t". So we went downstairs and  found a bunch of kids. Anoud:"I thought there would only be 7moody and Lulu..." We sat there for what seemed like hours! Agghh rassi marra 9ada3 min ez3ajhum! I wanted to smoke DISPARATELY, MISERABLY, HOPELESSLY... So I was looking for a toilet, I couldn't find one anywhere. Aggghh wish 4a elbeat elly mafeeh 7mam! I walked and walked until I found one! But it was  a bit far from where we were, but I went there anyway. I got in and FINALLY let up a cigarette, ahhh the smell, it brought me joy. Sunddenly someone opened the door, it was a guy. I gasped VERY loudly, that I couldn't breath anymore (PS: nobody knows that I smoke but Nouf). The guy: "umm marrrrrrraaa wallllllllaaaaahhh aasiiiffffffff  wallllaa ma ma ma knt adryy ennnaa feee a7dd hennna" and when he was about to closed the door, I held his hand t...

We headed back to class.  We had Math class, Miss Na3eema was mumbling something about x1=t1-t2 and all that shit. I was daydreaming so deeply that I couldn't hear anyone in the 'real' world. ~Le skip school~ Finally school was over, but I had nothing to look forward to. So kal3ada jalsa 3ala tumbler w twitter and texting Nouf at the same time, W Anoud 9arlaha over two hours tlawen fe wajhaha, w t9ale7 her long curly hair. Faj2a mama da5alat 3aleena, by the look on her face I could tell she was mad. Mama: "min jidokom into ma 5ala9too?!" Anoud:"Ana Al7een jaya, 5ala9 saweet sha3ry w my makeup bs bageely albas" Mom:"6yb, w enty Sara? ..........Ga3da akalmik!! 5aly el laptop w bsr3a goomy elbsyy!! " "ma 3ndy shay albasa" I said hoping she would change her mind and let me stay home, I mean it's worth the shot, right? Mama:"Anoud 3a6y e5tik libs bsr3a, w 3a6eeha fstaan zain l2anaha 3azeema kbeera! mo tjeena b'jea...

Im sick of everyone comparing me to her. I mean we have nothing in common but our birth dates.  For example she takes forever to get ready for school! Ya3ny marra tihtam bl look 7gaha. But on the other hand, I don't 'cause its just School for god's sake it's JUST school! I mean I dont get why she has to be perfect all the time. And she always....  Mom iterrupted my thoughts. ''bnaat yalla bsr3a inziloo yalla elmadrisa mo 3ala 7sabkom!'' she said in a rushed voice.  ''yalla ana a9lan 5ala9t min zamaan'' i said. But ofcoarse miss-little-perfect ma 5ala9at!  Anoud (my annoying twin): ''6yb 6yb mama jayya!, iffffff ween 7alagyy! aghh, Sara a5a4teeh?!! Oh wait its too girly for you anyway hahaa..(she laughed histerically) "agghhh i just hate her so much!!! Mom: "bnaaat yallaaaaaaaaaa!!!"  Salamna 3ala mama then we got to the car. We Finally got to school, raka6't lfa9li 3ashan ma yktoboon ly t...