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Here's the final chapter.  There's no turning back.  Wish I didn't love you from the start.  It's crazy how much I loved you. We all know it's too late.               - I can't tell you what it really                  Is I can only tell what it                 Feels like and right now                 There's a steel knife in                My windpipe I can't breath                I can't breath but i still fight                While I can fight as long as                 The wrong feels right                 It's like I'm in flight-               Noura's...

*** It was the day of our flight back to riyadh.  We had to checkout of the hotel at 9 pm,  so instead of sitting in the room doing nothing I decided to go eat something or shop for a couple of hours.  I went to the bathroom and took a warm shower.  I applied a little makeup to my pale face.  Ghada was still sleeping. Whatsapp. Mama. Haya: ماما بروح أجيب لي كم شغله  Mama:! يا ويلك تطلعين  Haya: مرتبه كل شي من أمس والله مارح اتأخر ساعه وحده بس Mama: ساعه وحده لا اكثر ولا اقل  Haya: ان شاء الله على امرررك شكراً  *** "One club sandwich without tomato please"  "With french fries or green salad?And what would you like to drink?" The Filipino waiter asked. "With French fries and umm.. I would like to drink fresh orange juice"  I was sitting alone at Angelina's  caffe.  Staring at the people that passed by.  I realized how much I miss the old days.  I had a flashback back when I was 17.  January 6 2010.  Paris...