Lucky ones. -FINAL CHAPTER-

Here's the final chapter. 

There's no turning back. 

Wish I didn't love you from the start. 

It's crazy how much I loved you.

We all know it's too late. 

             - I can't tell you what it really  

               Is I can only tell what it 

               Feels like and right now 

               There's a steel knife in

               My windpipe I can't breath

               I can't breath but i still fight

               While I can fight as long as 

               The wrong feels right 

               It's like I'm in flight- 

            

Noura's pregnant. 

I have to get ready for Talal's wedding. 

"Haya tbeen makeup awl wla sha3ar?" Najla asked. 

"La abi asawi makeup awl" 

"5la9 ajl ana bbda sha3ar" 

*** 

"3ad haya mafi a7la mn rag9ha! Yala gomi erg9i" my aunt said. 

"Enshallah bs erg9i m3ay" I blushed. 

كذا من ربي حبيته بسرعه يوم لاقيته.. 

يا ناس اللي تمنيته آخيراً صار محبوبي.. 

Knt mara mnsjma eli ma 7sait eno fi 600 7orma yna6'rouni. 

I went to the bathroom to fix my makeup. 

As I was applying my red lipstick. a girl came up to me. 

"Haya" she smiled. 

I didn't know who she was so I smiled back in confusion. 

"Ana Basma alflani" 

Basma was my friend back in high school, ng63na 3n b36' m3 eljam3a. 

"La walah bs mara 7lawaiti ma 3rftk mashallah tjaneneen" I hugged her.

"Yln9aba" she laughed. 

"Kaifk w kaif eljam3a m3ak?" I asked.

"Wallah t3bt mara bs el7amdellah bageli trm w at5rj" she said.

"Ma bga shy shdi 7ailk" 

"What's your major?" She asked. 

"Business" 

"7ta anaa" she said in an exited tone. 

"Amanaa? Enti sultan 9a7?" 

"Ee" 

"36eni rgmk 3shan n6l3 e7na w elbnat mara wa7ashoni" I said. 

"5la9 ok w I'll add you b group bnat elmadrsa" 

"Ok, 055..." 

***

Whatsapp. Bnat elmdrsa.

Wow I don't remember half of the girls.

Shahad: بنات انا عازمتكم على كامپاي الأحد ان شاء الله 

Shaden:Mabroook aloya 3lbnutaa el7lwa ttrba b3zkmm yraab<3 

Shaden: ok shahad can't wait to see you! 

Shahad: me too!!

Areel: ان شاء الله

Haya: mabrouk Alya ttrba b3zkm akeed 7lwa 3leek<3 

Alya: الله يبارك فيكم حبايبي عقبالكم يارب

Maha: Banat t3alou klkm ela7ad reunion 

Anoud: وحشتووووني مرره وأستاذه منيره اكثر شي لووول

I had a heartache reading the group chat. Realizing how much I've grown is a bit crazy. 

Eli 7aml w eli wldt w eli m56ouba w eli mtzwja.

I went to my mother's room. 

"Mama" 

"Hmm" she said reading her book. 

"Mwafga ashoufa" I shrugged. 

She placed the book on the side table. 

"Bklm abouk 3shan ya5th mw3d mn elrjal w yji yshoufk" 

"Inshallah" I kissed her cheek. 

***

"Jahza?" Ghada asked. 

"Ee" I said while wearing my heels. 

"Gamar bsmelah 3leek 3la e5tts" 

I laughed. 

Baba held my hand. 

I was very nervous. 

He kissed my forehead.

"La ttwtareen ya b3d eldnia" 

I sat on a couch that was near my father. 

"Yala ana ast2thn" baba said. 

Wait! What? You're leaving me with this stranger?? 

I was looking at the ground the whole time. 

"Shlonk haya?" He asked.

"Kwaysa" I said in a whisper. 

"La tst7een" he giggled. 

Ok I admit his voice was so attractive. 

I lifted my chin and met his eyes.

He smiled. 

"3sa ma 6wlt 3leekm?" Baba said. 

"La 3mi" 

"Yala ana ast2thn" I said. 

I found mama waiting for me right in front of the door. 

"Ha kaif?" She was existed. 

I sighed in happiness. 

"Ert7t lh" 

Mom hugged me. 

"Elwld mwafg w mst3jl" baba laughed. 

*** 

7 months later. Tmlkna bs elzwaj b3d  sh'hr.

"Nawaf rsl lk a'3ra6' elyom el6'hr w 76enaha b'3urftk shfteeha?" Mom asked. 

"La el7een bro7 ashouf, tbn t3ali m3ay" 

"Ay tbn?" Najla asked.

"Reem" I laughed.

"Est7i 3la wjhk walah lw ysm3 Talal kan glb eldenia 3leena" mom laughed. 

"La 5alti tmoun haya" 

Yaa shenhaa ygalha tst7i 3nd ahl zojha. 

-in my room- 

"Ya 7ywana ya klba ya zag tbn f wajhk inshallah! La tfashleni gdam ahlk 5la9 zojt a5ok ana t7trmeeni 39bn 3nk" 

"T5aseen" I laughed. 

"Yala shoufi esh jab" 

I opened the gift and laughed at how cute he is. 

Yesterday. 

"Mshtahia f9f9" 

"Allah yhdeek elnas tsht'hi maca'3on -macaroon- w enti f9f9" He laughed. 

"La tt6nz" I laughed. 

"Hai wain sr7ti?" Reem asked.

"Jab f9f9" I smiled. 

"Esh??" She laughed. 

"Ams gltla mshtahia f9f9" I laughed. 

"Awwee cheesy" 

"E6l3i bklma"

"6rda ketha bdon mu8ademat?" She frowned. 

"Ee yala" I laughed.

"Aloo" 

"Hla" he said. 

"Kaifk?" I asked. 

"B5air" 

M39b ela5.

"Jani elf9f9, shukran mara el7een b5leehm ysawon shahi" I giggled.

"3fwn" 

"Nawaf" I said. 

"Hmm" 

"Feek shy?"

"La" 

"6yb wsh rayk tji w nakla swa?"

"Ma agdr elyom" 

"Ahh 6yb yala m3 elslama" 

2 hours later. Whatsapp. 

Nawaf: am I still invited?

Haya: etha tb'3a 3adi elbait mafto7

Nawaf: يلا حبيبتي نص ساعه وأكون عندك 

I can't get ready in 30 minutes!!

"Aloo mama 5leehm yn6'foun elmjls w jhzoun el7ala w shahi w gahwa Nawaf bl6reeg" 

"Haw twk t7keen?" 

"Twa ygouli mama allah ys3dk btjhz ana bs 5leehm ysawon eli glt lk 3leeh" 

"Allah y3een bs"

I got up and took a quick shower.

Yarabii wsh albss! 

"Reem t3ali '3urfti" I shouted. 

"Yala jaya jayaa" she said running.

"Reem wsh albs bsr3a 6l3i shy 3la bal ma a76 makeup w a6'b6 sh3ri" 

"Ok relax" 

I applied my makeup and wore what reem picked up for me. 

Black maxi dress.

My phone rang. 

"Yala w9l ana bnzl" I ran down the stairs. 

"Bsmellah 3laik la t6ee7een entbhi" mom laughed.

I opened the door and peeked my head out. 

He smiled and got in. 

He hugged me. 

"Wa7ashteni" Nawaf whispered in my ear. 

"Ana akthar" I whispered back. 

I backed of. 

"Yala nd5l jwa" I blushed. 

He held my hand and kissed it. 

"T3ali jmbi" 

I sat next to him and rested my head on his shoulder. 

"A7b re7tk" I said. 

"a7b sh3rk w ree7tk w 3younk w lonk w a7bk klk" 

I blushed. 

"Tbi shahi?" 

"Ee '3yri elmaw6'ou3" he laughed. 

I giggled. 

"Tf6'l" I handed him the glass. 

"Tslmeen" 

"Nawaf" 

"3youn Nawaf smi amri" 

"Tslm 3younk.. Knt bs2lk 3n elyom" 

"Abd wallah sh'3l w elbnk abtharoni sam7eni 39bt 3laik" he said sipping his tea. 

"Ashwa y3ni mu z3lan?" 

"La ya 3oumri mou z3lan" he smiled.

"Kwais" 

"Nsait fi a'3ra6' f elsyara b36eek eyaha" he said. 

He came back with a dozen of roses. 

"shoukran walah ma kan lh da3i" I hugged him. 

I. Love. Flowers. 

"Tstahleen akthar sam7eni ma amdani ajeeb lk shy m3ay" 

"La walah ma y7taj" I smiled.

3 hours later. 

"Allah y7f6'k entbh 3la nfsk w lma tou9l elbait klmni" 

"Yala 7yati m3 elslama" he kissed me on the cheek.

I found mama waiting for me in the living room. 

"Mama" 

"Hmm" she was sleeping on the couch. 

"Allah yhdeek mama l7een 6'hrk by3wrk elknba abdn mo mree7a Lesh nmti 3leha?" I asked. 

"Astnak, yala emshi" she got up. 

Ya 7yati ya mama.

I smiled. 

***

2 days later. 

-talal's house- 

"Reem wdi ashtri el7lg bs a7s ma yswa!" I said stuffing my mouth with some chips. 

"La 7ram mara 7lo! I really like it w a7s 7lo daily" she said.

"9dg?" 

"Ee wallah n9ee7a mni" 

"Bshof inshallah, smnti reem" 

"Y3 ya sheen hljoumla" 

"La la 9dg la tntf5een 3lena" I laughed.

"Kli zg m3 el7ml" she whispered.

"WHAT?" I was shocked. 

"Mdri kaif agolk so that's why ma glt" She hugged me. 

"I'm so Happyy for you mashalaaaah mabrouk" 

"Allah ybark feek 3gbal ma nfr7 feek yarab"

"Ameen" I blushed.

My phone rang. 

"Aloo" 

"Aloo elsalam 3laikm,Haya?" 

"Ee n3m meen m3ay?" 

"3yadat .... 3ndk jlst laser bokra 3arfa hlshy?" 

"Ee 9aa7 nsait bs 3lsa3a km?" I asked. 

"5:30 tkouneen 3ndna mn f6'lk" 

"5la9 enshallah" 

"M3 elslama w shoukran" she said. 

*** 

We're in canada now. 

Nawaf bykml drasa hena. 

2 years w nrj3 inshallah. 

9arla two weeks mt'3yr mara. 

9ayr nar ma yngala shy. 

I was in the apartment alone like always.. He was in the uni. 

I cooked us lunch. 

He came and laid on the couch. 

"Ma tbi '3ada?" I asked. 

He didn't even look at me. 

"La" 

"Kbsa" I said. 

"Glt lk la" he almost shouted.

"You changed so much after marriage! 9dg 7alk mou 3ajbni! Llm3lumia trani zojtk mub 5damtk! Ma tbi takl bkaifk 3oumrk ma aklt wsh d5lni ana!" 

I went to my room and locked the door. 

I cried because I was hurt of the way he's treating me, I was homesick. 

I called mama. 

"Hala w sahla b Haya kaifk mama enshallah mrta7a?" She asked. 

"Ee mara mabsou6a" I shrugged. 

"Lesh 9otk ketha?" She was worried. 

"Mafi shy 9oti bs wa7ashtouni mara" 

"W enti akthar ya b3d 3oumri! Kaif Nawaf? 36eni aslm 3laih" 

"Klna b5air! Mama nwaf bljam3a ma rj3 lsa etha rj3 5leta yklmk" 

"Allah ys'hl 3leh, yala 7abibti ma a6wl 3laik m3 slslama" 

I washed my face and changed into some black leggings and a pink shirt.

He knocked on the door. 

"Haya eft7i elbab 5lena ntfaham" 

I opened the door and followed him to the living room. 

I sat on the couch and he sat on the table in front of me. 

"Shoufi wallah '6'36 eldrasa m2thr 3ly mara w ana Asf 7gk 3ly! Sam7eni" 

"I know eno it's hard for you to keep up with essays w work bs we're here alone! Mafi ahli wla ahlk! Mali '3airk w malk '3airi! T7ssni enk ma tbeni wla kni mu mawjouda a9ln! Trj3 ma ts2l 3ni w tnam wla ashoufk! Walah lw mu nfs el'3ourfa kan ma dret 3nk" I sighed. 

"Ana 3arf enk t3bana m3ay bs wsh asawi walah ana  t3ban w halkan mara!" 

I kissed him on the cheek. 

Nawaf turned his face and kissed me.

"That was good" he smirked while breathing heavily. 

"Ya klb" I blushed. 

"Ana klb?" came closer. 

"Ee" I looked him in the eye. 

"Klbain b3d" he said. 

I giggled. 

"Emshi nrou7 nakl mytt jou3" 

"Okk bs b'3yr" 

"Macdonalds! bs elbsi sweater la yd5lk brd" 

So.. I guess this is the end? 

I'm perfectly happy with Nawaf el7amdelah! 

Reem has an adorable little girl and Ghada is engageddd. 

I loved writing this story altho I didn't get allot of feedbacks.