Sorry for the short chapter but i had to re-write it.
Ela Anoud. ma ab'3aha tshofni.
kl shy tgola.
"Anoud kaifk?"
"Kwysa enta kaifk?" She smiled.
"B5air! yala Hayoya lazm amshii" He said.
I pinched him.
"Anoud! i can explain"
"Ma y7taj wa6'7a" She laughed sarcastically.
Silent moment.
"Just be careful" And she left me.
***
"Haya wain knti?" Mama asked.
"Ha? knt bara aklm Reem"
"Lesh wajhk a9fr?"
"Ma feni shy, Mama 5lena nrj3 allah ywfgk"
"Klmt 3mran shway w yji"
Anoud was giving me death stares.
Weja3.
"Yala rou7i jebi 3bayti w 3baytk"
"Ok"
***
"Hayoya t3ali '3urfti"
"Ok mama"
"T'haaabl Anoud mashala allah la y6'rha jamela 3la omha" Mama said removing her abaya.
"Ee mashala"
"Tgouli Haifa enha tfkr t56bha l'Abdullah"
"Kathabaa!!!" I was shocked.
"Fi a7d ygoul l'oma kathaba?"
"Asfa m3laish" I faked a laugh.
"Kshftk" she laughed.
"Esh?" I was confused.
"Kni thab7a wa7d mn ahlk yom glt lk 3n Abdullah w Anoud"
"Abdullah wld 3mi wsh abi feh?"
"T7sbeni ma adri? bs esm3i w 3n swalf elmurah8een! enti kbrti w ma bgalk ela trm w td5len eljam3a abek t'htmeem bdrastk w Abdullah shelih mn rask lnah 5a6b bnt 5alta elkuwaitia w bysafr m3aha l'america 3shan yt3alj, mn b3d wfat e5ta aljouhara w nfsyta t3bana w tgouli Haifa enah '3areeb! enti t7bena bs hu ensan maree6' w ana ma ar6'a bnti ta5th wa7d zy ketha"
"Ma knt adri ena tafkeerk zy ketha!" i said.
"9dg enk ma tst7een!"
I left cause i couldn't hide my tears anymore.
***
January 11 2014.
My heart was frozen since that night.
her words were knives in my heart.
I stayed days and nights thinking about everything that happened between us altho i don't see him that much but damn those flashbacks hurt as fuck.
The thoughts of him keep haunting me even in my sleep. i wake up missing him.
He's married now.
The wedding was in kuwait.
Eli yghr eni knt a7sba y7bni bs 6l3 ma y7s feni.
But i looked on the bright side and realized that i don't need a lover to be happy in my life, i should make something out of my life.
I'm the one who should control my happiness.
Believe me guys, don't fully trust anyone because everyone is going to leave in the end, no one is going to lift you up when you're down except if you were lucky enough and found someone who truly loves you! it doesn't have to be a lover but maybe a friend? You should be independent, proud of yourself and most of all you should love yourself.
Anyways i'm 21 now kbrt w kbrt hmoumi m3ay 3la golat mama=))
I can't believe that Tala's wedding is in two weeks!
Reem must be so nervous!
Shwy '3areeb elw6'3 eno a5oy ytzwj my best friend bs yala allah ywfghm
-In the elevator-
"Haya tra bn6l3 m3 Abdullah w 5altk Haifa"
"La mama mabi"
"Lesh?"
"Lw sm7ti ma ab'3a aro7"
"Btrou7een y3ni btrou7een"
"Awl shy bntswg ana w enti w 5altk Haifa b3dain abdullah bymrna mn Dubai mall w nro7 nt3sha"
I'm the one who should control my happiness.
Believe me guys, don't fully trust anyone because everyone is going to leave in the end, no one is going to lift you up when you're down except if you were lucky enough and found someone who truly loves you! it doesn't have to be a lover but maybe a friend? You should be independent, proud of yourself and most of all you should love yourself.
Anyways i'm 21 now kbrt w kbrt hmoumi m3ay 3la golat mama=))
I can't believe that Tala's wedding is in two weeks!
Reem must be so nervous!
Shwy '3areeb elw6'3 eno a5oy ytzwj my best friend bs yala allah ywfghm
-In the elevator-
"Haya tra bn6l3 m3 Abdullah w 5altk Haifa"
"La mama mabi"
"Lesh?"
"Lw sm7ti ma ab'3a aro7"
"Btrou7een y3ni btrou7een"
"Awl shy bntswg ana w enti w 5altk Haifa b3dain abdullah bymrna mn Dubai mall w nro7 nt3sha"
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