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   I woke up with dried tears. After three weeks... I invited Nouf to my house, we watched "We're The Millers" It was HALAIRIOUS.  After that we got bored so Nouf suggested we go to Pizza Roma. We called to check if there was an empty table, but as always they said no, it's all reserved! And there would be an empty table for two about an hour later, which would be at 10:30pm , we reserved it.  When it was finally 10:15 labsna 3abayatna w rakabna alsayara. We got out early because there was alot of traffic. lamma wa9alna, kan MARRRRRAAA za7ma 3ashana weekend, we asked for our table then we sat. I ordered mushroom soup and Nouf ordered chicken soup for starter, Then we ordered mix pasta and pizza , oh I just looooooovvvveeee their pizza! When our soup came, kanat fee wa7da tshoofny min awal ma da5alna elma63am eleen al7een, bs ana ma rakazt meen hee, ya3nii fahamtoo lmma t3rfoon enna fee a7ad yshoofkom bss ma tb3'oon tlfoon? Ee ana knt ki4a, but ...

Anoud:"Umm okay.. ween el play-room?" I looked at Anoud and she was shocked too. The women: "ta7t". So we went downstairs and  found a bunch of kids. Anoud:"I thought there would only be 7moody and Lulu..." We sat there for what seemed like hours! Agghh rassi marra 9ada3 min ez3ajhum! I wanted to smoke DISPARATELY, MISERABLY, HOPELESSLY... So I was looking for a toilet, I couldn't find one anywhere. Aggghh wish 4a elbeat elly mafeeh 7mam! I walked and walked until I found one! But it was  a bit far from where we were, but I went there anyway. I got in and FINALLY let up a cigarette, ahhh the smell, it brought me joy. Sunddenly someone opened the door, it was a guy. I gasped VERY loudly, that I couldn't breath anymore (PS: nobody knows that I smoke but Nouf). The guy: "umm marrrrrrraaa wallllllllaaaaahhh aasiiiffffffff  wallllaa ma ma ma knt adryy ennnaa feee a7dd hennna" and when he was about to closed the door, I held his hand t...

We headed back to class.  We had Math class, Miss Na3eema was mumbling something about x1=t1-t2 and all that shit. I was daydreaming so deeply that I couldn't hear anyone in the 'real' world. ~Le skip school~ Finally school was over, but I had nothing to look forward to. So kal3ada jalsa 3ala tumbler w twitter and texting Nouf at the same time, W Anoud 9arlaha over two hours tlawen fe wajhaha, w t9ale7 her long curly hair. Faj2a mama da5alat 3aleena, by the look on her face I could tell she was mad. Mama: "min jidokom into ma 5ala9too?!" Anoud:"Ana Al7een jaya, 5ala9 saweet sha3ry w my makeup bs bageely albas" Mom:"6yb, w enty Sara? ..........Ga3da akalmik!! 5aly el laptop w bsr3a goomy elbsyy!! " "ma 3ndy shay albasa" I said hoping she would change her mind and let me stay home, I mean it's worth the shot, right? Mama:"Anoud 3a6y e5tik libs bsr3a, w 3a6eeha fstaan zain l2anaha 3azeema kbeera! mo tjeena b'jea...

Im sick of everyone comparing me to her. I mean we have nothing in common but our birth dates.  For example she takes forever to get ready for school! Ya3ny marra tihtam bl look 7gaha. But on the other hand, I don't 'cause its just School for god's sake it's JUST school! I mean I dont get why she has to be perfect all the time. And she always....  Mom iterrupted my thoughts. ''bnaat yalla bsr3a inziloo yalla elmadrisa mo 3ala 7sabkom!'' she said in a rushed voice.  ''yalla ana a9lan 5ala9t min zamaan'' i said. But ofcoarse miss-little-perfect ma 5ala9at!  Anoud (my annoying twin): ''6yb 6yb mama jayya!, iffffff ween 7alagyy! aghh, Sara a5a4teeh?!! Oh wait its too girly for you anyway hahaa..(she laughed histerically) "agghhh i just hate her so much!!! Mom: "bnaaat yallaaaaaaaaaa!!!"  Salamna 3ala mama then we got to the car. We Finally got to school, raka6't lfa9li 3ashan ma yktoboon ly t...